Well, I got to go in and try for our second time. She said everything looked good, but then she had trouble actually doing the procedure. I guess all my problems inside are creating my body to not line up exactly. So I got to endure 25 minutes of being very uncomfortable and it did hurt unfortunately. I went and lied down when I was done, and Brynlee was still acting sick. Then this horrid cough started happening. Later I noticed she felt really hot. Her temp was 102.8! Poor thing. I took her to the Doc, and he thinks she has croup! Yeah, everything really does have to happen at once. At least it wasn't her ears. So, I really pray everything turns out this go round. The Doctor will only let me try one more time after this one, because I am most likely causing damage with my cysts. Clomid and cysts do not mix. So every one keep your fingers crossed!
Today I woke up with good new, I got the smiley face on my ovulation kit. Then Brynlee started crying. I went into get her and she was burning up! I gave her Motrin, and continued getting ready for work because I knew their was no way anyone else could get in their faster than I could. She started acting fine too, so I didn't feel too bad yet. She just got her tubes in a week ago, so I did call her Doc. They said he is in surgery's till later and that he will want to see her because it hasn't been that long since her surgery. Then I call my Doc. I get the nurse who says he is going out of town tomorrow so he will want to do it today. I was then worried because I was afraid that might lower my chances of getting pregnant. She said she would talk to the Doc and get back to me. Then Brynlee's teachers come to me and tell me she is crying uncontrollably. She wasn't' pulling at her ear they said, but she had her Binky and blanket and was still crying. I told them I would just take her. When I got her she told me her ear hurt and started pulling at it. So now I knew I was going to have to take her home, even though I already used up all my vacation time! So, as I am getting ready to leave the Doc's nurse calls me. She wants to know if I would like another Doctor to do it. The woman who was my Doc while I was pregnant with Brynlee. I said that would be fine. So now, I am going to have to miss work again tomorrow to try for another baby!!!!! I'm excited and stressed out all at the same time! They think the only opening they have is at 11:30 Which is the worst possible time because of Movie Day tomorrow. Which means I might just have to miss an entire days work again. This will be a really bad pay check! That is why I think life is crazy!!!!
Brynlee is going in tomorrow morning at 5:30a.m. to get her tubes. I think it is crazy to have to be there so early, but I am glad she is the first surgery. I'm a little nervous just because she is my precious little girl and I don't want her to hurt at all, but I know she really needs them. So tomorrow I will be at home with a grumpy monkey I'm sure!! :) Everyone tells me that tubes are easy and she will be fine. So lets hope for the best.
Also a little side note. The Doctor doubled my dose of clomid and we are trying for round two pretty soon. So keep us in your prayers. Thanks
We went to SeaWorld yesterday. Brynlee has an Elmo doll she loves, but of course she freaked out when she actually saw him. When we were a safe distance away, she waved and said "Hi Elmo, and bye Elmo!" It was so cute. They also had a tank that she could touch star fish and she didn't want to leave that. The picture with all of us was at the dolphin show. Brynlee loved watching them jump.
The beginning of a fun filled day. Brynlee is not quite two, but she still had a ball at Disneyland. Her favorite was the tea cups. She would have done those all day if we would have let her. Unfortunatey for me, those make me want to puke! We were their all day long! I was so exhausted when we left. So was Brynlee. I can see why everyone loves to go to Disneyland. :)
This is the actor Naveen Andrews from LOST! I saw him while I was in Disney Land. I am a huge fan the the show, so as he walked by Ryan and I were like holy cow! He was just a couple of steps from me. His girlfriend is also an actress, her name is Barbra Hershey. I couldn't think of it while we were there. But as I took this picture he was looking directly at me. He apolized to me he thought he stepped in my way. I said no, I'm sorry I was just taking your picture. He smiled. We saw him a couple more times through out the park. No was was bothering them, which really surprized me. But a woman asked them as they came up the ramp if their was an actor down there. She didn't realize she was asking the actor. After they walked off she felt stupid, but said she never watches that show. They were with another couple that my father in law said was also an actor, but I didn't recognize him. It really made my day. I have never seen any one famous and was very excited. He looks just like he does on LOST and his voice was too. It was really cool.
Ryan and I met at the very end of 2000. We both new right away that we were meant for each other. Ryan doesn't mind taking things slow, so I didn't convince him to get married till Dec of 2002! We had dated nearly two whole years. We didn't try for children that first year, and after almost a whole year of trying, I woke up one morning in extreme pain. That's when we discovered I had endometriosis. I had to have a few surgery's and still no luck! I work with children and so badly wanted to have some of our own. We decided in virto was our best option. We made the appointments and were just about to go, when a miracle happened. We discovered that I was actually pregnant! I was so scarred something might happen, but we got a beautiful perfect baby girl in the summer of 2007 that we named Brynlee. She is so much fun and we are blessed everyday with her. We are still trying to get her some siblings and may have to actually go through with in vitro in the future, but Family is what life is all about. Ryan grew up on a Farm in Rexburg, so we spent the first 5 years of marriage in the family farm house that was over 100 years old, it had character. Ryan has since changed over to working at Valley Wide as a Fertilizer Applicator, so I got my wish to move back to Idaho Falls. I work at a Koala Kids Academy as a Preschool Teacher and as Supervisor. I can tell you I do actually miss our quiet country farm house, but would never trade back our new house that doesn't have any problems with it.
